http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ElpyNCl4oIQ
All you need to know is who prince is... lol this made me laugh !
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Resolution
There is much for me to do, and i've put it off for long enough.
Got distracted for awhile, but I don't regret it. Never regret experiences that teach you things I say.
Not going to say on blog what it is I've decided, because really I do think i air out too much of my inner thoughts online, but I'll put a couple things of interest.
Andre said this yesterday which I found really interesting: "the person you choose as a partner stand as an emblem of who you are. " Essentially that the person you choose says alot about who you are a person. And that's true, but my take on it is a little different.
And you know.. if you know what a person truly desires... you get a very clear view into who they are. After all, we are what we desire. After all every action that is done is ultimately sourced by a desire.
Just an interesting thought.
Here's an interesting question... what is it that you want? What does your taste in a partner say about you?
^_^
One last final point. Never stay the same people. Always, always seek to better yourself. if you can go through one year and stay in essence essentially the same person... you probably wasted the year. Actually on that note.. if you don't get any more mature or wiser in a year.... you might want to reconsider how you live life....
Because it sucks to regret wasted time.
I would know.
Anwyays off to work!
Laters humans!
~ken
Got distracted for awhile, but I don't regret it. Never regret experiences that teach you things I say.
Not going to say on blog what it is I've decided, because really I do think i air out too much of my inner thoughts online, but I'll put a couple things of interest.
Andre said this yesterday which I found really interesting: "the person you choose as a partner stand as an emblem of who you are. " Essentially that the person you choose says alot about who you are a person. And that's true, but my take on it is a little different.
"the person that you choose is the clearest indicator of what you desire for yourself."
And you know.. if you know what a person truly desires... you get a very clear view into who they are. After all, we are what we desire. After all every action that is done is ultimately sourced by a desire.
Just an interesting thought.
Here's an interesting question... what is it that you want? What does your taste in a partner say about you?
^_^
One last final point. Never stay the same people. Always, always seek to better yourself. if you can go through one year and stay in essence essentially the same person... you probably wasted the year. Actually on that note.. if you don't get any more mature or wiser in a year.... you might want to reconsider how you live life....
Because it sucks to regret wasted time.
I would know.
Anwyays off to work!
Laters humans!
~ken
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
well moments over ^_^
I'm happy!
Think I just needed that lil shove to help me close the door. Hehe !
And about the nice guys fnishing last thing.. well I still reckon that people nowadays don't seem to want nice guys for boyfriends.
But then I can adapt. I'll just hide that part of myself until the other person has fallen for me =P
Woop woop!
Closure is good!
~ken
I'm happy!
Think I just needed that lil shove to help me close the door. Hehe !
And about the nice guys fnishing last thing.. well I still reckon that people nowadays don't seem to want nice guys for boyfriends.
But then I can adapt. I'll just hide that part of myself until the other person has fallen for me =P
Woop woop!
Closure is good!
~ken
Recurrance of a common theme.
Monday, August 06, 2007
A thought
This is kinda just a way for me to make sure i remember a very good piece of advice i was given today. Thanks Paul.
Basically that in life, love alot of the time has to be earned. Its the people who you know during the hard times... that they are there for you. The people who have been there... treasure them. He actually mentioned this in relation to relationships as well.. that you needed to know that the person was soemone who would be there.
He also said that love is actions, not words. You can tell if a person loves you by the actions they do. This really is so true. Lol his example was funny though. Like say the girl is feeling absolutely terrible, sniffling, looking not too flash at all... love would be helping throw away her tissues and cuddling her even if she looked like absolute crap.
lol thought that was a cute idea.
ah well, back to work! rAR
International trade so broing >.<
~K
Basically that in life, love alot of the time has to be earned. Its the people who you know during the hard times... that they are there for you. The people who have been there... treasure them. He actually mentioned this in relation to relationships as well.. that you needed to know that the person was soemone who would be there.
He also said that love is actions, not words. You can tell if a person loves you by the actions they do. This really is so true. Lol his example was funny though. Like say the girl is feeling absolutely terrible, sniffling, looking not too flash at all... love would be helping throw away her tissues and cuddling her even if she looked like absolute crap.
lol thought that was a cute idea.
ah well, back to work! rAR
International trade so broing >.<
~K
Thursday, August 02, 2007
An addition to the thoughts that i put on yesterday....
Lainey pointed out that gambling is also a part of gaming. And it is arguably the hardest part to deal with. Here's what she said:
It's a very interesting thought aye... I mean, I know with me... when it comes to things i think are worthwhile... my first instinct is to throw myself headfirst into it. Lol also explains why i'm an impulse shopper but that's beside the point =P
Man... why does this sorta thing always have to be so complicated =P lol
Ah well~
Cookout in abit... WOOP WOOP!
~kEn
Lainey pointed out that gambling is also a part of gaming. And it is arguably the hardest part to deal with. Here's what she said:
you wrote about gaming as a way of getting a bit of control over yourself and circumstances; but the problem is that it gets tricky because we all have the inbuilt instinct that some of the best things in life require us to stake our all in one big gamble
It's a very interesting thought aye... I mean, I know with me... when it comes to things i think are worthwhile... my first instinct is to throw myself headfirst into it. Lol also explains why i'm an impulse shopper but that's beside the point =P
Man... why does this sorta thing always have to be so complicated =P lol
Ah well~
Cookout in abit... WOOP WOOP!
~kEn
Lessons learnt
I wrote this in a poem a long time ago...
===
A pause and a crack
A tear and a breaking
of the façade
shattering Cinderella’s shoe
I see,
The irony of truth
Is that lies
are so much softer, easier
===
Lol though on a critical note, my use of the word irony may have been wrong. But that's not the point =P
Truth shatering cinderella's shoe. In a sense the fairytale is over... and I guess that's where I am right now. Lol though that said, i'm done with my moping... one day no more right! lol
What have I learnt through all this?
You know because hey, at least lessons learnt are lessons learnt.
I need to game, if only to protect myself. Truth is, gaming is not neccesarily a bad thing in that sense. Like how a gun is neither good or evil, it is the intention of the person using it that makes the difference. What i realised is that the game is essentially that. Just a tool. Though i guess it is manipulative, but... lol gotta believe that ken wouldn't abuse it.
Note this though, when i say game, i don't mean i'm going to play around with girls. Lol because i totally disagree with that and I don't see that changing anytime soon. Gaming has to do with knowing how to create and control attraction. And yes it can be done.
Truth be told its more important that i learn to control my own heart... and definately never commit it to feeling something for someone where all that's going to happen is that it... I get hurt. Hey, its good to learn right?
Man... you'd think that by now i'd have learnt that particular lesson ... but guess its taken me awhile.
Seems i've become an expert in uneven heartstrings. (yeah i still love that term... coined it ages ago =P) Not a title i take much pride in though. Lol here's what happens when you've never really knew how to deal with your heart, your emotions. Wish i could have learnt this when i was younger... man, I really am behind the pack when it comes to this area of life aye.
I personally need to grow up. Because the way i am now, I am just going to get played ya. And I'll be honest. I don't know how many times I can take that. My heart isn't the most robust of things. I'm almost afraid of how much it's going to hurt when i truly do get heartbroken. And if i was a gambling man i'd bet that it was almost inevitable that I will be heartbroken.
Lol the joys of growing up huh? =P
Never mind.
All things said though, I am pretty happy. i mean tonight was fun.. really fun. I really love flat 37... and hey Shing gave me a massage tonight (I'LL ADMIT I KINDA MADE HER =P) so really... was an awesometastic night! And than there's tommorow night to look forward to... we having a good ol fashion cookout.
So life really is good.
I guess I just wish that I had taht other thing I've been looking for.
Laters~
Ken
== To love and to be loved. No greateer thing than this can a man ask ==
===
A pause and a crack
A tear and a breaking
of the façade
shattering Cinderella’s shoe
I see,
The irony of truth
Is that lies
are so much softer, easier
===
Lol though on a critical note, my use of the word irony may have been wrong. But that's not the point =P
Truth shatering cinderella's shoe. In a sense the fairytale is over... and I guess that's where I am right now. Lol though that said, i'm done with my moping... one day no more right! lol
What have I learnt through all this?
You know because hey, at least lessons learnt are lessons learnt.
I need to game, if only to protect myself. Truth is, gaming is not neccesarily a bad thing in that sense. Like how a gun is neither good or evil, it is the intention of the person using it that makes the difference. What i realised is that the game is essentially that. Just a tool. Though i guess it is manipulative, but... lol gotta believe that ken wouldn't abuse it.
Note this though, when i say game, i don't mean i'm going to play around with girls. Lol because i totally disagree with that and I don't see that changing anytime soon. Gaming has to do with knowing how to create and control attraction. And yes it can be done.
Truth be told its more important that i learn to control my own heart... and definately never commit it to feeling something for someone where all that's going to happen is that it... I get hurt. Hey, its good to learn right?
Man... you'd think that by now i'd have learnt that particular lesson ... but guess its taken me awhile.
Seems i've become an expert in uneven heartstrings. (yeah i still love that term... coined it ages ago =P) Not a title i take much pride in though. Lol here's what happens when you've never really knew how to deal with your heart, your emotions. Wish i could have learnt this when i was younger... man, I really am behind the pack when it comes to this area of life aye.
I personally need to grow up. Because the way i am now, I am just going to get played ya. And I'll be honest. I don't know how many times I can take that. My heart isn't the most robust of things. I'm almost afraid of how much it's going to hurt when i truly do get heartbroken. And if i was a gambling man i'd bet that it was almost inevitable that I will be heartbroken.
Lol the joys of growing up huh? =P
Never mind.
All things said though, I am pretty happy. i mean tonight was fun.. really fun. I really love flat 37... and hey Shing gave me a massage tonight (I'LL ADMIT I KINDA MADE HER =P) so really... was an awesometastic night! And than there's tommorow night to look forward to... we having a good ol fashion cookout.
So life really is good.
I guess I just wish that I had taht other thing I've been looking for.
Laters~
Ken
== To love and to be loved. No greateer thing than this can a man ask ==
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